black october and december
this is gonna be the most condensed post ever. i mean it. it's so going to be the most saturated post for the time being.
so, lets review what happened since i last blogged? let's see how much i can rmb? hmm, i know my memory kinda sucks... lol watever.. i wil write down whatever i could recall..
1. After ma internals, which was around october, i got diagnosed with a fatal disease.i could really die from this disease if i didnt get medication. i was like 'why me?' but, still lucky me. luckily i go and visit doctor earlier and he told me the condition is SUPER serious that half of the organ is infected by the virus. WHAT! this tiny little virus or watever u wanna called it attacked my body without my knowledge. the condition is so critical that i stayed in hospital for around 1 week. then after taking the medication, all the side effects tortured me really well! i got nausea, vomiting all the food that I ate, bloating and i got VERY TIRED!
when i was in the hospital, i din feel anything. i was quite comfortable staying there. but, when i was told to shift to an isolation room, it was SO SCARY! there were nights where insomnia hits me T,T and there was nobody that i could reach. none of my family is there to accompany me.. actually they were not encourage to..
the most difficult thing is not combating with the disease but also studying for ACCA at the same time. it's the GOD DAMN ACCA, man! and i took 3 papers in an attempt.. crap, how am i going to study when i was sleeping more than three quarter of the day..
2.when i tot there's nothing that could go even worse than this, i mean getting infected by this fatal disease, my grandpa passed away on the first day of my examination. i remembered it was 9.20am in the morning, when i was doing my final revision for P3 Business Analysis, my dad got a call from the hospital informing my grandpa just passed away from a heart attack. Not only my tears filled my eyes, all the sad feelings feel my stomach...
not to mention after that, my whole family became so chaotic. This bad news just struck us out of no where. Me, being me, get lost and started crying for quite sometime. Apparently,when i entered the exam hall, i was completely blank. Luckily, my little brain continued to function after a few minutes.P1 and P3 was still ok, but god damn P2, it's so freaking hard that i felt like i am going to passed out in the exam hall.
All i can do inside the exam hall was to write whatever that came into my mind. There's no room for u to think. NO THINKING IS REQUIRED FOR ACCA. U JUST NID TO CRAP ALL THE SHIT!
LOL
then i leave it all to god, luckily GOD DO LISTEN TO PRAYERS.
not only i PASSED all the 3 papers, i passed them with flying colors.
i am one of the highest scorer in my college.
it's completely unbelievable, viewing my condition at the time.
so, lets review what happened since i last blogged? let's see how much i can rmb? hmm, i know my memory kinda sucks... lol watever.. i wil write down whatever i could recall..
1. After ma internals, which was around october, i got diagnosed with a fatal disease.i could really die from this disease if i didnt get medication. i was like 'why me?' but, still lucky me. luckily i go and visit doctor earlier and he told me the condition is SUPER serious that half of the organ is infected by the virus. WHAT! this tiny little virus or watever u wanna called it attacked my body without my knowledge. the condition is so critical that i stayed in hospital for around 1 week. then after taking the medication, all the side effects tortured me really well! i got nausea, vomiting all the food that I ate, bloating and i got VERY TIRED!
when i was in the hospital, i din feel anything. i was quite comfortable staying there. but, when i was told to shift to an isolation room, it was SO SCARY! there were nights where insomnia hits me T,T and there was nobody that i could reach. none of my family is there to accompany me.. actually they were not encourage to..
the most difficult thing is not combating with the disease but also studying for ACCA at the same time. it's the GOD DAMN ACCA, man! and i took 3 papers in an attempt.. crap, how am i going to study when i was sleeping more than three quarter of the day..
2.when i tot there's nothing that could go even worse than this, i mean getting infected by this fatal disease, my grandpa passed away on the first day of my examination. i remembered it was 9.20am in the morning, when i was doing my final revision for P3 Business Analysis, my dad got a call from the hospital informing my grandpa just passed away from a heart attack. Not only my tears filled my eyes, all the sad feelings feel my stomach...
not to mention after that, my whole family became so chaotic. This bad news just struck us out of no where. Me, being me, get lost and started crying for quite sometime. Apparently,when i entered the exam hall, i was completely blank. Luckily, my little brain continued to function after a few minutes.P1 and P3 was still ok, but god damn P2, it's so freaking hard that i felt like i am going to passed out in the exam hall.
All i can do inside the exam hall was to write whatever that came into my mind. There's no room for u to think. NO THINKING IS REQUIRED FOR ACCA. U JUST NID TO CRAP ALL THE SHIT!
LOL
then i leave it all to god, luckily GOD DO LISTEN TO PRAYERS.
not only i PASSED all the 3 papers, i passed them with flying colors.
i am one of the highest scorer in my college.
it's completely unbelievable, viewing my condition at the time.
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12:42 AM
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