helpless
i cried for the 3rd time in this 2weeks.
why why why? why did the same damn thing happens to me after 4years?
i hate myself for thinking this and that when im nt supposed to.
i hate myself for crying over sth which i believe i did nothing wrong.
i hate myself for being that weak and helpless when it comes to friendship problems.
why im always the one begging for others, as if i did anything wrong, when i didnt.
i apologized to a fren who betrayed me when i was in secondary. i choose to be-friend again with her by saying sry to her when she was the 1 who supposed to apologize.
and, i think im going to do the same thing again this time. why? im really sad.
wat's more, i dunhav anyone to talk to. all my close frens are not with me. all i can do was staring at the computer, typing this crap thing, letting my tears blurred my vision.
why why why? why did the same damn thing happens to me after 4years?
i hate myself for thinking this and that when im nt supposed to.
i hate myself for crying over sth which i believe i did nothing wrong.
i hate myself for being that weak and helpless when it comes to friendship problems.
why im always the one begging for others, as if i did anything wrong, when i didnt.
i apologized to a fren who betrayed me when i was in secondary. i choose to be-friend again with her by saying sry to her when she was the 1 who supposed to apologize.
and, i think im going to do the same thing again this time. why? im really sad.
wat's more, i dunhav anyone to talk to. all my close frens are not with me. all i can do was staring at the computer, typing this crap thing, letting my tears blurred my vision.
posted by libragirl at
1:46 AM
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